I watched some people like this on youtube as well. Many of them do spray and pray and very little prep (leetcode, certifications, courses, open source, network

I watched some people like this on youtube as well. Many of them do spray and pray and very little prep (leetcode, certifications, courses, open source, networking, CV tweaking). They blame everyone but themselves, many have mental issues and often require help. Stay positive and focus on important stuff.