Crying sometimes yes, also having sleep problems before social gatherings for example. Drugs no, although I did tend to numb myself during social interactions

Crying sometimes yes, also having sleep problems before social gatherings for example. Drugs no, although I did tend to numb myself during social interactions with alcohol (not drinking any alcohol anymore, but also have reduced social interactions). I‘m not saying loneliness cannot be terrible, don’t get me wrong. I guess involuntary anything can be terrible.