I started writing up an answer, but then I thought "What drives someone to write such a nasty comment as this?" and read through some of your previous comments

I started writing up an answer, but then I thought "What drives someone to write such a nasty comment as this?" and read through some of your previous comments here. I found https://news.ycombinator.com/item?id=39265275#39269460 https://news.ycombinator.com/item?id=39265275#39269460 and want to say it's very unfortunate the hand the world dealt you physique-wise. You clearly have other traits that some part of you feels should more than make up for the difference by now, but it's just not panning out, and that's a difficult place to be. I suspect you're not a religious man, but I will pray for you regardless.