Not to make money, but as a CTO coach I'd say get a coach. A lot of the sessions with my clients is talking about their feelings, about them venting off, listen

Not to make money, but as a CTO coach I'd say get a coach. A lot of the sessions with my clients is talking about their feelings, about them venting off, listening to things they can't talk to other people, and giving them a positive vision for the future, to many this helps. BUT if there might be the slightest idea of a medical condition, get professional help.