>rather than with the deep satisfaction that comes with understanding This may not be a problem. For me, that satisfaction happens when understanding makes the

>rather than with the deep satisfaction that comes with understanding This may not be a problem. For me, that satisfaction happens when understanding makes the world make more sense, less arbitrary; like you just got let in a joke that's been puzzling you for years. This is just one more thing that will make sense later. If anything, it'll enhance the effect.