Sounds like mid-life crisis! Go out and buy a fast car, teenage fashions, and pick up a young girlfriend or two, lol. But seriously, try a new hobby (and meet

Sounds like mid-life crisis! Go out and buy a fast car, teenage fashions, and pick up a young girlfriend or two, lol. But seriously, try a new hobby (and meet other people doing it), learn a language or musical instrument, join a choir, take up a sport, volunteer for charity work, teach a coding club, etc. You'll find there is life outside of work.