Yeah, I've lost my passion for most things. Part of this is probably due to certain previous jobs having way too inconsistent a workload to keep me interested (

Yeah, I've lost my passion for most things. Part of this is probably due to certain previous jobs having way too inconsistent a workload to keep me interested (sometimes it'd be non stop work, and other times it'd be literally whole days with nothing assigned), part of this is the slow collapse of said job altogether, and part of this is general depression as a whole. I used to enjoy working on side projects (whether software engineering related or otherwise), but now it's just going through the motions there too. It just all feels so pointless now, and my motivation is shot to pieces as a result of that.