I hate this. I will be about 44 years old when global civilization is projected to collapse. I get so much anxiety not even really knowing what kind of future

I hate this. I will be about 44 years old when global civilization is projected to collapse. I get so much anxiety not even really knowing what kind of future I should be planning for. Is it worth saving money for some kind of retirement? Is it worth having kids? Should I just be traveling and seeing as much of the world as I can now before it’s gone? There’s no satisfying solution. I could spend my whole life planning for an apocalypse that never comes, or I can just live my life as we always have and just accept the possibility of me and my family dying young and miserable as a result of not doing anything to prepare for the collapse.