Yes, and therefore no. Coding wasn't for me. So I let it go and my life got better. The caveat: it was mostly age that made it turn out that way. More or les

Yes, and therefore no. Coding wasn't for me. So I let it go and my life got better. The caveat: it was mostly age that made it turn out that way. More or less more than three decades of experience as an adult. My adult experience includes adult lows. My experience includes adult highs. [0] They come. They go. Such is my experience. But the-world-is-as-it-is acceptance lessens lows that stick. It would have been better if things were otherwise. They aren't. Wishing they had been won't change that. And more importantly my life's long term highs are long term highs. They are sticky and persist despite lows. Good luck. [0] Another caveat, coding isn't the only thing or the most significant professional pursuit I let go of because it wasn't for me.