> Basically I played the current game with the hand given to me as good as possible That seems to be at odds with the thought that you would have done things d

> Basically I played the current game with the hand given to me as good as possible That seems to be at odds with the thought that you would have done things differently. Obviously knowing how the cards fell in retrospect, it's easy to be a Monday morning quarterback so to speak. I used to work a job I considered bullshit, and I changed to something that feels more real. It didn't exactly make a new man out of me, but it's helped a lot with the feelings you're describing. I wouldn't rule it out for yourself.