I have similar problem. I don't have inner monologue, so when I want to share my thoughts, I try to compile them in real time during the speaking. Which means I

I have similar problem. I don't have inner monologue, so when I want to share my thoughts, I try to compile them in real time during the speaking. Which means I have no idea how the sentence will end or if I will even be able to get to the point I want to make. And additionally I have problem with focusing (ADHD probably) so my only sensible way to communicate with people is by writing, not orally.