The number of times I bumped by head against a desk, after missing multiple deadlines and then out of nowhere having a random moment of clarity such has “this g

The number of times I bumped by head against a desk, after missing multiple deadlines and then out of nowhere having a random moment of clarity such has “this gives me X vibes, but it would be insane if this was actually the case”, and then I do a quick string search and there it is.