I like notebooks because they let me see the result of immediately and i can trace my steps having said that when i see Jupyter notebook I close the tab and do

I like notebooks because they let me see the result of immediately and i can trace my steps having said that when i see Jupyter notebook I close the tab and do not continue theres just a sense of dread that I can't explain...perhaps its PTSD from data structure/algorithm comp sci courses that i never completed.