I sometimes feel like her success is driving me into madness, I feel like Salieri looking at Mozart when I look at her work. Here is the Alyssa timeline: * Sh

I sometimes feel like her success is driving me into madness, I feel like Salieri looking at Mozart when I look at her work. Here is the Alyssa timeline: * She started programming at ~3 with MIT Scratch. Her Father introduced it to her, he works at Intel and is a very successful person. * I think around age 11-12 she knew C very well, worked on some low level networking stuff for games, she wanted to make an MMO. * At 12 she made a project to convert LLVM IR to MIT Scratch. * She was involved with libreboot, not sure to what degree. * She was 15 when she worked to the open source RPI firmware. * Interned at FSF * I think she was ~16 when she developed the Panfrost GPU driver. I can't help but wonder how my life would be if I was a native English speaker. Lived in USA and had a great father and mentors like hers. I gave everything to programming, everything I have to give. Wonder if I am hitting the limits of my nature or just had worse nurture.