I think you misunderstood. The author explicitly says they are motivated. They just don’t want to be more motivated than that. > Maybe it makes me less motivat

I think you misunderstood. The author explicitly says they are motivated. They just don’t want to be more motivated than that. > Maybe it makes me less motivated, but I don’t really want to be more motivated. I consider wanting to be more productive very lame, like you’ve been cucked by the patriarchy and capitalism. I have goals like everyone else, but I feel like achieving them quicker or more efficiently is less important than my overall enjoyment of life.