It's possible to empathize with someone's pain but selfishly not want to lose the person. Emotions can be complex and contradictory. Unless the person you're q

It's possible to empathize with someone's pain but selfishly not want to lose the person. Emotions can be complex and contradictory. Unless the person you're quoting actively opposed Zoraya, I don't think it's a clear example of someone who can't fathom wanting to die.