How is "it took 3 years to be allowed to have a doctor end my life, when I could have ended it at any time on my own volition without going through the legal pr

How is "it took 3 years to be allowed to have a doctor end my life, when I could have ended it at any time on my own volition without going through the legal process" it being "pushed"? How is "I went through most treatment options available and the law explicitly requires me to do so" it being "pushed"?