I take a medication that makes weight management difficult. I'm at a BMI of 32, my T level is hovering around 0, I can't work, read a book, sleep or think clear

I take a medication that makes weight management difficult. I'm at a BMI of 32, my T level is hovering around 0, I can't work, read a book, sleep or think clearly, my resting heart rate is 110, but I can't afford Wegovy because it costs $17,100 USD/year at the best discount available. No worries, I probably won't live more than another 5 years or so in this state that I can't escape and no doctor seems interested in paying any attention to.