Yeah, I don’t need to feel bad, and it’s not like I’m being eaten up with guilt, but sometimes when he can’t remember things or he gets exhausted after light ex

Yeah, I don’t need to feel bad, and it’s not like I’m being eaten up with guilt, but sometimes when he can’t remember things or he gets exhausted after light exercise, I hear that voice in the back of mind that says, “If I had just not said anything, would my dad be fine today?” It’s unknowable and thus not worth worrying about, but sometimes I just can’t help but wonder…