At Google I started to forget if I could even build things anymore. Doubted I would be able to pick up the skill of solving problems again if I left the company

At Google I started to forget if I could even build things anymore. Doubted I would be able to pick up the skill of solving problems again if I left the company. I had strange and hard to interpret nightmares after realizing the company’s PR department had sold me a lie. At this point they are a traditional company. Thankfully I quit and the new job has been great.