Yes good point. I was very introverted and OCD as a child. I had strange compulsive habits like counting right angles and picking at the crown of my head. Psych

Yes good point. I was very introverted and OCD as a child. I had strange compulsive habits like counting right angles and picking at the crown of my head. Psychedelics and cannabis seem to have had an immediate positive effect in these areas, allowing me to relax, socialize while still performing academically. I certainly saw various peers using these substances and not doing so well. Cannabis especially helps me with these issues even in my forties. I take breaks (weeks or months) but the old ways seem to creep back in quickly. But I agree - I have no way of accessing my other selves in the multiverse to compare.