It sounds like you're needing to 1. Do some corporate espionage 2. Become a revolutionary 3. Study category theory 4. Adopt a heavy cannabis concentrate hab

It sounds like you're needing to 1. Do some corporate espionage 2. Become a revolutionary 3. Study category theory 4. Adopt a heavy cannabis concentrate habit 5. Wander in public speaking gibberish 6. Be held at gun point because of how your luscious hair makes the gunman's wife feel 8. Shave your luscious locks out of respect for the institution of marriage (and to cosplay as Alexander1 Grothendieck) 7. Start a company making real value instead of web crap 8. Adopt a leadership and mentorship role, where you teach category theory, business theory, and software engineering 9. Build and own your own AI replacement This was my own burnout recovery journey - yours can be different and hopefully easier! Good luck!