I've always had a house but I can't remember a strong sense of feeling at home. I don't really like my family. In college I spent 3 years waiting for life to h

I've always had a house but I can't remember a strong sense of feeling at home. I don't really like my family. In college I spent 3 years waiting for life to happen, and by the time I started to enjoy it I had to move out. Then I spent about 10 years just saving money at the first job that made me an offer. I've lived a very privileged and sheltered life but I'm in my 30s and never really lived anywhere on purpose or thought "ah I'm home". Even the house I live in now I hate. My next move will at least have a little intention to it.