All it takes is for other things to overpower this feeling. There are some days when I have a hard time leaving the house. What I feel then is that there are pe

All it takes is for other things to overpower this feeling. There are some days when I have a hard time leaving the house. What I feel then is that there are people outside, and their presence and stare and their perfectly friendly greetings feel like a performance in front of a huge audience. I also have a burning feeling inside, like what I have in my eyes when staring into the summer sun. I can bare it for some seconds, but it's really unpleasant, and while it's happening, I can't think about much else than to just flee from it. These strong, acute feelings make it hard to appreciate the subtle joys of the outside world, so I stay inside. I have a good therapist so these are not huge issues anymore, but I wanted to share the experience. That it really is just a question of incentives.