That's interesting (that you felt the disturbing images as arousing). I work at an ayahuasca center that works in a traditional lineage. One thing that often ne

That's interesting (that you felt the disturbing images as arousing). I work at an ayahuasca center that works in a traditional lineage. One thing that often needs to be energetically cleaned from people is something we refer to as "lobo" ("wolf" in Spanish), or neino (Shipibo for river otter), both considered to be somewhat voracious animals. This is the spirit of unhealthy desires, often sexual in nature. It manifests in a variety of ways, often images of sea creatures. When it is most intense it appears as very bloody and gratuitous violence, bloody animal teeth etc.