One thing I wonder about: My dad had dementia and ended up pretty batty toward the end, though it came in waves and he was pretty lucid when he decided to "go"

One thing I wonder about: My dad had dementia and ended up pretty batty toward the end, though it came in waves and he was pretty lucid when he decided to "go". As I get older, I notice myself forgetting things more, but it mostly bothers me in the context of forgetting to do things at work. If I were retired, I'm not sure how much having a terrible short-term memory would affect my level of happiness. I can see myself living like my mother-in-law is now, in a kind of unagitated rolling 3 minute window of perception. Terrible for the people who have to clean up after me, but not necessarily so much from the other side of the glass.