I do wonder if I'm just wired differently from everyone else; I was essentially never able to believe in the Catholic stuff no matter what my parents tried. I c

I do wonder if I'm just wired differently from everyone else; I was essentially never able to believe in the Catholic stuff no matter what my parents tried. I can say, as someone who acquired a rare childhood disease that causes me pain and disability to this day, that if I do ever get a chance to talk to god, I'm going to call him a dick to his face.