Other than the delusion that others are (commonly) doing much better you're fine! Your sense of crisis is motivational and good for you. Don't let anyone tell

Other than the delusion that others are (commonly) doing much better you're fine! Your sense of crisis is motivational and good for you. Don't let anyone tell you otherwise. Don't take it easy. Don't stop worrying about preparing for your next opportunity. Don't stop wondering what the next right move may be. Modern culture wants to talk you out of constructive anxiety. If you want to be healthy, eat well and get plenty of exercise. That helps with the mental process more than most realize. You will find your way. The trick is being ready for the opportunity when it comes by.