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Ugh. I hadn't considered that. I had kids, a biz and a disabled wife. I had to achieve. Even then, some days I wasn't much capable. Other days I forced out resu
by WarOnPrivacy 3y ago
Ugh. I hadn't considered that. I had kids, a biz and a disabled wife. I had to achieve. Even then, some days I wasn't much capable. Other days I forced out results but at a high cost.
- TeMPOraL 3y agoSorry to hear that; I hope you're all doing well now! I suppose I had too much time to dwell, not enough external pressure to keep my shit together. I have kids now too, but the end result is that I rarely journal anymore - there's always something else I need or want to do, and then suddenly I'm dead tired; rinse, repeat.
- WarOnPrivacy 3y agoAdderall reshuffled the deck for me and I started being dealt better hands. Most importantly, I could finally turn realizations into persistent changes. The changes still took years but having effort pay off was a new thing.
- TeMPOraL 3y agoGreat to see it helped. I'm having mixed success with Ritalin - it initially fixed some major problems arguably permanently, and restored some of my lacking self-confidence, but now it's a mixed blessing - it feeds bad habits just as well as it feeds good ones. An indiscriminate booster, that is.