I'm sorry to hear this has been difficult. I want you to know that I feel this way often as well. If you ever want to chat, my email is at the link in my post (

I'm sorry to hear this has been difficult. I want you to know that I feel this way often as well. If you ever want to chat, my email is at the link in my post (GP to this comment). I'd be a very lucky man to hear your experiences and learn from you.