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feelings: general depression and disconnection from reality. complacency, slowness. reasons: holidays are always hard; violation of trust from cofounder. acti

feelings: general depression and disconnection from reality. complacency, slowness. reasons: holidays are always hard; violation of trust from cofounder. actions: signed up for brightside, completed the psych review, on antidepressants with weekly therapy sessions. very easy to do and covered by my insurance. hardest part was gaining the energy to sign up. outcome: still not great but i can begin to understand what joy could be.

WXLCKNO 3y ago
Disconnection from reality is such a weird feeling. Good job on starting psychotherapy and antidepressants! It's crazy how much our perception of things can change when imbalances in our brain are dealt with.
- alexander2002 3y ago
  I had a muscle neck spasm after doing my suicide regime(hint:I failed) about 7-9 days ago. It was the worst 2 days of life. I have essentially spent 3 months of life bed ridden due to depression and axiety.(Ruined my life at 22 yay!!) The reason I am saying is that I took fluxotine(anti-depressant for 1.5 year and was doing some progress in life. But after sometime,I stopped the medicine thinking I am fine.Turned out I was not fine!!! P.sI am just venting so plz ignore if i got offtopic
  - 3dsnano 3y ago
    i was also on fluxotine and started to experience side effects that made it difficult to focus, so i stopped taking them and slowly regressed back into depression. i'm on bupropion now and besides feeling a bit bonkers for a few weeks, joy is starting to creep in hang in there. you can do it. there are no shortcuts. in and through is the only way. you can be better, you can do better, i believe in you. don't give up, there is so much beauty to life, if you know where/how to look at it you get to decide how u want 2 feel about it. u are in control if you allow yourself 2 be
subtra3t 3y ago
I hope things get better for you.
- 3dsnano 3y ago
  how kind of you to spend the time to write this. i wish you peace and love my friend

WXLCKNO 3y ago

Disconnection from reality is such a weird feeling. Good job on starting psychotherapy and antidepressants! It's crazy how much our perception of things can change when imbalances in our brain are dealt with.

alexander2002 3y ago
I had a muscle neck spasm after doing my suicide regime(hint:I failed) about 7-9 days ago. It was the worst 2 days of life. I have essentially spent 3 months of life bed ridden due to depression and axiety.(Ruined my life at 22 yay!!) The reason I am saying is that I took fluxotine(anti-depressant for 1.5 year and was doing some progress in life. But after sometime,I stopped the medicine thinking I am fine.Turned out I was not fine!!! P.sI am just venting so plz ignore if i got offtopic
- 3dsnano 3y ago
  i was also on fluxotine and started to experience side effects that made it difficult to focus, so i stopped taking them and slowly regressed back into depression. i'm on bupropion now and besides feeling a bit bonkers for a few weeks, joy is starting to creep in hang in there. you can do it. there are no shortcuts. in and through is the only way. you can be better, you can do better, i believe in you. don't give up, there is so much beauty to life, if you know where/how to look at it you get to decide how u want 2 feel about it. u are in control if you allow yourself 2 be

subtra3t 3y ago

I hope things get better for you.

3dsnano 3y ago
how kind of you to spend the time to write this. i wish you peace and love my friend