I wonder.. anyone have recommendations for going back to [Neo]Vim from Kakoune/Helix? I was a Vim user for ~8 years, but switched to Kakoune for the selection f

I wonder.. anyone have recommendations for going back to [Neo]Vim from Kakoune/Helix? I was a Vim user for ~8 years, but switched to Kakoune for the selection first editing style. I vastly, vastly prefer it. However i'm extremely jealous of Neovide. As much as i love Terminal Editors, i feel like Terminals themselves have been an annoyance for a long time for me. Despite having solely worked in them for ~15 years, i don't like them at all for my primary editor. I just miss too much.