I agree with the conclusion of your argument. Everyone does deserve to die with dignity. That said, now doesn’t have to be the “right” time for you. You should

I agree with the conclusion of your argument. Everyone does deserve to die with dignity. That said, now doesn’t have to be the “right” time for you. You should consider talking to someone with experience with these feelings. You can call 988 and talk through the logic. There are lots of people who felt the way you’re describing and came to conclude a different path was actually better in the meantime.