>When I started doing them I wasn't able to believe in God, after that experience I could meanwhile, the experience of general anesthesia basically took away m

>When I started doing them I wasn't able to believe in God, after that experience I could meanwhile, the experience of general anesthesia basically took away my ability to believe in God one in one out, I guess. It seems like I'd be happier if I'd gone the other way but one can't control what one believes