its not the list its you just lossing track, vision and focus why would you do that at first making list etc etc etc its because you going deep, you just like

its not the list its you just lossing track, vision and focus why would you do that at first making list etc etc etc its because you going deep, you just like all those kids that wanna be progamer but crying and begging to be home when they are on pro gamer program which force them to play be better and live a far from their parents