I'm working on being a good father, husband and friend. I have a 3.5yo and another on the way in a couple months. Also my amazing mother-in-law just unexpected

I'm working on being a good father, husband and friend. I have a 3.5yo and another on the way in a couple months. Also my amazing mother-in-law just unexpectedly passed over the holidays so we are all grieving. Life puts everything in perspective. I have realized that I really don't have anyone but my spouse to really open up to and it is hard. Deep relationships are what I need to work on.