I work at a traditional ayahuasca retreat center and have seen a few people who have "holodeck"-like experiences with ayahuasca. In our view it's a bit of a blo

I work at a traditional ayahuasca retreat center and have seen a few people who have "holodeck"-like experiences with ayahuasca. In our view it's a bit of a block, or a crutch and way to distract oneself from looking at yourself and doing necessary healing work. I've heard the most fantastic stories but it is all very ungrounded and disconnected from what we actually see in them. DXM is indeed a powerful dissociative and would contribute to that (I believe it's possible to burn yourself out with it; regular users report losing the magic of early experiences fairly quickly). Alas it does look like you've started some great work but may have hit a plateau...as someone who has drank hundreds of times with no plan on stopping any time soon, I'd encourage you to dig deeper :)