I’ve had an ‘instrumental’ mindset for as long as I can remember. Almost my entire life after being a kid. >I need to do this because I need to know that to pa

I’ve had an ‘instrumental’ mindset for as long as I can remember. Almost my entire life after being a kid. >I need to do this because I need to know that to pass my exams, get a good job to… etc I feel for a lot of 30 and under people today it’s the same. I managed to capture the ‘playing around’ feeling very fleetingly earlier in my 20s but it doesn’t last long before some little productivity demon starts gnawing at you. Even resting has its purpose: mentally recharge to work more, let muscles repair themselves to lift more.