I even consider beginning a project to be synonymous with ending it. I put the idea down in my planner, as if one day a future version of me will know how to d

I even consider beginning a project to be synonymous with ending it. I put the idea down in my planner, as if one day a future version of me will know how to do it. Then, as the idea weighs on me, I think, well there is no future me, him is me! So I start thinking about how I would achieve it. Then, even by touching the first steps of setting up, before I know it it's underway.