If you think parasitical behaviour is wrong or if you think killing other creatures is wrong but also think that you have to get your hands dirty, then yeah, th

If you think parasitical behaviour is wrong or if you think killing other creatures is wrong but also think that you have to get your hands dirty, then yeah, this place is a mess. But, if that is your sense (re killing, parasitical behaviour) perhaps your lesson here is to learn not do those actions that you abhor. Don't act like an Ichneumonidæ, if that is not what you are. You should act coherently according to your sense of right and wrong (not some external view of good and evil). Ie don't be a hypocrite to yourself or try not to be. Simples. Eg If you think it is wrong to kill animals for food, when there is fruit or produce that does not harm available, but you like the taste of a burger and eat what you think is the wrong thing anyway, you own that. You need to resolve the question in yourself - either meat eating is fine really or it is not and you shouldn't do it. It can't be both. Acting in a dissonant way according to one's own terms is wrong for you. Your job is to resolve the dissonance. Judge yourself.