I left a job where I tried my hardest to make it work. The last few jobs in a row I entered with a specific, singular objective: “I vow I am not going to get i

I left a job where I tried my hardest to make it work. The last few jobs in a row I entered with a specific, singular objective: “I vow I am not going to get into conflicts with people again.” I try my hardest, and it doesn’t work. A big problem is I hyper produce and hyper focus. I am juggling 18 balls and the “get along with people” ball eventually drops and when it does, it’s game over. I have extreme capabilities for work but it also exhausts and overwhelms me. I get extremely exhausted from thinking all the time, I am highly obsessive and always running my engine chewing over things mentally. So I never rest. And what inevitably happens is that I make social mistakes, and when I do - That’s the start of the end.