Before this comment section fills with people self diagnosing themselves as geniuses: I feel this. This post is going to sound pedantic and annoying because …

Before this comment section fills with people self diagnosing themselves as geniuses: I feel this. This post is going to sound pedantic and annoying because … that is what Aspergers does to you. I can write dozens of pages of highly analytical and technical text without making mistakes in real time. I can speed read complex texts and memorize them with a high degree of precision. From the “language” perspective I feel highly gifted and unusual. Not so much on the mathematical side. I almost have a disability with mathematics. I have taught myself advanced skills and switched careers multiple times without the required degrees. Worked at the top companies in the world with PhDs and others. However. I feel constantly discriminated against and treated like I am stupider than I am. And when people listen to me talk, they get incredibly threatened. It has taken me years to understand that being around me and listening to me talk, reason and analyze is THREATENING to people. I have had situations where, even after a few meetings where I felt I was just “talking about how things are” the other person left HATING me. The way I express myself is perceived almost like being hit with a physical object. I believe I have Aspergers (have tested very highly for it). I will tell you - it is INCREDIBLY CAREER LIMITING. I have given up trying to work in the normal world. It just doesn’t work for me. The pattern always repeats - I join a company, I get targeted and singled out and ganged up on. If you are like me it is like being incredibly advantaged while being incredibly disadvantaged at the same time. It’s like being Usain Bolt except your sprinting lane has an obstacle course in it while everyone else gets to run in a normal lane. The obstacle course is DELIBERATELY put there. It is human nature to instantly identify existential threats: People who are unusually more talented than them and take them out. I have learned, and am adapting. Unfortunately, if you want to succeed in this world you have to play a set of games, these are games that I really don’t want to play. If I have to play them, I am going to try to play outside the system. I have realized that all the advice which most people follow that works for them does not work for me. I do things completely differently and have to come up with my own strategies about how to operate. Here is the other reality: If you are very talented and gifted, NO ONE WILL NOTICE AND TELL YOU. That sounds completely weird but it is true. No one in my entire life, aside from a few offhand comments, took me aside and went: “uhhh…you are in a completely other category than these people and do not belong here. Do this instead.” Instead it is the isolation - I do not understand why no one wants to interact or include me, and it happens very fast. Most people get a whiff and go “I have no idea what to do with this and don’t want to be around it.”