I have lots of thoughts about lots of things and can be interesting (and/or long-winded) at parties, but when it comes to writing a blog post my mind sort of bl

I have lots of thoughts about lots of things and can be interesting (and/or long-winded) at parties, but when it comes to writing a blog post my mind sort of blanks and I write about the most banal crap even I don't care about. It's like I'm making shit up just to have something to say rather than actually sharing my actual thoughts. To make matters worse, I can't stand the voice I write my blog in, but can't seem to use any other voice.