I was super ambitious early in my career then lost all belief in the mission of any company. I’ve since spent decades seeking startup success with only mildly

I was super ambitious early in my career then lost all belief in the mission of any company. I’ve since spent decades seeking startup success with only mildly good results sometimes, never anything that could be said to be a big win. I feel like I have no ambition at all and yet I continue to work incredibly hard.