whatever happened to john nash and georg cantor and kurt godel and everyone else driven to madness by their pursuit of some mathematical thing, i can get to a p

whatever happened to john nash and georg cantor and kurt godel and everyone else driven to madness by their pursuit of some mathematical thing, i can get to a place in my mind where everything is numbers, and on the other side is crazy amounts of power calling, but also those guys saying its terrifying in here go brush your teeth