I have been in the same exact boat. Trying to learn vim who knows how many times in the last 15 years, but without ever able to get over the clumsiness, illogic

I have been in the same exact boat. Trying to learn vim who knows how many times in the last 15 years, but without ever able to get over the clumsiness, illogical hotkeys, constant breaking of plugins, waste of time on configuring.