That's awesome; I'm glad you've come back with an opposite viewpoint. I think the takeaway is that different things work for different people. It could be that

That's awesome; I'm glad you've come back with an opposite viewpoint. I think the takeaway is that different things work for different people. It could be that you would spend your life intensely happier if you just let go right now. And equally I could spend my life much happier if I took a grip. If anything I'd say let go of the regret - you've picked this path so live it and love it :) And if you can't, maybe my way might be worth thinking about. I guess the only way to find out is in 10 years time. > but can I really afford to take a chance You can always take a chance. always. Don't let anyone (including yourself) tell you different. You're taking a chance on yourself right now by pushing hard at your goals. Most of all; good luck!