Basically just myself Googling around. I have a pretty solid idea of where I want to go, but I'm pretty far from the target so it's kinda like a wishlist than a

Basically just myself Googling around. I have a pretty solid idea of where I want to go, but I'm pretty far from the target so it's kinda like a wishlist than a real plan. With the current market I'd be lucky to keep my job (or find one quickly once dumped) so that's just in the back of my mind. I also have to confess that my target(s) might be phony. They look pretty cool but demand a huge amount of technical skills that I simply do not have the time to learn -- and not much employment chance even if I learn the basics. Back in my 20s I thought people can pick up skills at any age, which is true btw, but regarding the individual "me", my time and cognitive ability deteriorates so much that most of my free time is being used to chill out the frustration.