This may be a feedback loop: in order to provide a better life, I need to work harder and learn as much as possible to stay on top, fortunately the work aligns

This may be a feedback loop: in order to provide a better life, I need to work harder and learn as much as possible to stay on top, fortunately the work aligns with my interests. Currently, my wages can support my needs. We have enough but not luxuries. Maybe that can give you some perspective. I am trying to balance the priorities between my family and work.