Mine is kind of between full cinematic details and outline. If I could see in full detail I would be able to draw it. But I know I can't, not without a referenc

Mine is kind of between full cinematic details and outline. If I could see in full detail I would be able to draw it. But I know I can't, not without a reference image. I do see a cinematic elephant but when I try to focus on details they are fuzzy. I know where the head, trunk and teeth are and the shape of whole head but not sure where exactly the eyes are, it's fuzzy around there.